My sweet sweet Baby Matthew...........

I carried you so lovingly
within my gentle womb
and little did I realize
your life would end so soon

Tiny baby of mine in my heart
I ache to hold you near
before I even knew you
I felt your presence here

Matthew coming before his time
your only 6 month along
and your not so strong

Only weighing in at 1 pound
but he was quite a site
all ten little fingers and toes
perfect in all respect

but something is wrong
I hear the doctors screams
where loosing him
not again I cry out
reaching my hands out to touch him

they said the same thing
just a year ago about your sis
before she to made a fast exit

I lay my head back every things a mess
I scream to God why the
hell are you doing this to me
I kneel before you every week
for 22 years .......

you instilled in me hope and dreams
you said all prayers
are answered to though who ask
I have asked you to give me a little one
6 month before you granted me this wish
now your here again to take it away

Anger sets in
then hate
they come to me
saying it for the best

I say.. don't fuckin tell
me its for the best
no one should
put a baby to rest .....

they take him away
I scream no wait
I need to see his face

I need to feel his grace
for 6 months I felt him kick
now its all gone so quick
now I hold him he's so still
but God I will never forget

how this little Angel who never
took a breath
now lays on my breast
as I lay him to rest

Mommie loves you Mattie
forever your in my heart

Mattie was born way before his time at 6 months
along he came in this world he only lived a few
short minutes but he will never ever know how
very much he has and always will touch my very soul..
Mommy and Daddy love you Baby boy forever together in our hearts .....

P.S. Mattie see ya when we get there......

Matthew James 10-18-83

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